things I don’t understand

Have you seen the girl with the mind on fire?
She set out to tell the world how they suppress our desires
Said she wouldn't back down till the rules were amended
And she didn't give a fuck who she offended

“Mind on Fire” - Aisha Badru

There are a lot of things in this world that I understand. I understand perspectives that aren’t the same as the ones that I hold. I understand beliefs that are not the same as the ones that I hold. I understand that there needs to be opposition in order to bring the world into full awareness. The way I see it, the game of tug of war wouldn’t be played if everyone lined up on one side, grabbed the rope, and started pulling (we’d all fall down). So it is necessary to have opposing sides so that there can be a battle. This will show the audience / viewers that the side of darkness is weaker when outnumbered, and more people will want to stand on the side of light and assist in the fight. This is what we’re experiencing right now in spirituality. The dark forces have been so strong for so long and have been pulling us all into their side due to our lack of awareness ... but there have always been enough people to keep the fight up - or to keep the tug of war going. Well, now the side of light / goodness is getting stronger and stronger and we are gaining more people and more momentum and more awareness and soon we will out number and out power the side of darkness. See this, I understand. But there are still a few things that I don’t understand.

I understand if people want to wear a mask to protect themselves. I don’t understand why I’m being encouraged / forced (attempted force - but I don’t succumb easily) to wear one when I do not need the “protection” of a mask to feel safe. And I don’t understand why, if the masks work, we are still battling this?

I understand if people want to wear a mask to protect others - I don’t judge that. I don’t understand why myself and others likeminded are judged or continuously told (inadvertently, and not necessarily directed at me, on social media by those posting “wear the damn mask!”) to put a mask on to protect others. I know when I am under the weather / ill and when I should not be going out or when I should be putting a mask on, just as I know who to and not to be around based on their immunity paired with my level of health. If I am perfectly healthy and not sick, then why would putting a mask on my face keep anyone else safe (in my opinion its actually just weakening our immune systems)? This virus does not spread when it lies dormant (or even active) in someone who is asymptomatic. And if I’m not sick, and I’m not uncontrollably coughing / sneezing as a side effect of being sick, then why would I need a mask to prevent my unaffected particles from getting on someone who is outside of a 6 ft perimeter of me? We are not inept or incapable of covering our mouth / nose if we need to sneeze or cough.

The force of a mask in healthy people is being fed to us on the spoon of fear … mostly through fear of others judging us and thinking that if we aren’t wearing a mask then we’re assholes who don’t care about the well being of others. That judgment is so false because I know I care about people - and I know those that think similarly to me care about people, more so than a lot of others do honestly… so their judgment of me does not effect me, nor should it effect you.

I understand if people want to take a vaccine because they feel it will protect them from getting the virus. I don’t understand why anyone thinks that when a vaccine is released that this “pandemic” will be over - and it will most likely be some of the same ones who have been urging others to wear a mask that will be urging people to get the vaccine (if / when it becomes “mandatory”).

I also don’t understand why more people aren’t talking about the events leading up to a potential vaccine being mandatory. If we are “required” to wear a mask to earn an income, go to the store, leave our homes, and get basic daily activities achieved, then why would it be so far fetched to think that this isn’t being pushed on us to see how compliant we would be with taking a mandated vaccine? The government has people policing other people to wear the masks, so why wouldn’t they assume the same people would be urging people to get the vaccine? Just some food for thought.

I understand there are some people that want to take the vaccine, but I don’t understand why people aren’t understanding why I, or others, don’t want to take the vaccine. I’ll tell you why I don’t so I can make it clear. I do not want a chemical injected into my body that will alter my DNA to “protect” me from a virus that I don’t care if I get or not. And the reason that I don’t care if I get it is because it has a 99% survival rate, and I’m intelligent enough to know that if I am sick to not leave the house to help limit the amount of people I could spread to - just as I would if I had the FLU, or a common cold. I do not want to be injected with something that potentially could lead to more health ailments, infertility, susceptibility to the virus, and god knows whatever other side effects come along with it - all because someone, or my government, or healthcare officials are telling me that I should be soooo afraid of this virus that I overlook the other variables. I will always choose holistic routes over medical intrusion. Of course, I know that western medicine has its time and place … but literally over my dead body will I take a vaccine with the mindset of “I hope this means I don’t get the virus” or “I hope this ends this mess”. No. What’s going to end this mess is more focus on healing our bodies holistically and enriching our immune systems naturally with the right nutrition, hydration, vitamins / minerals, connection with nature, and connection to our spirit. Some people who are either pro covid vaxx or are kind of indifferent might say “I don’t care if you take the vaccine or not, I would never want to force you to take a vaccine” … and I would encourage them to dive a littler deeper and ask themselves … do you or have you ever pushed / advocated for people to take the flu shot? Does your job require you to get the flu shot? Are you pushing / advocating for people to wear a mask? Are you wearing the mask just because it’s easier even though you don’t understand it? Are any of these factors possibly contributing the the potential of a mandatory or required vaccine?

I understand there are some people who want to live in in their 3D bubbles of working, having a family, paying bills / paying taxes, being enslaved to debt and the desire to buy buy buy, watch tv, and live in the matrix while unknowingly giving away their freedoms for the easy / simple life that the image of the American dream has created in our minds. But I don’t understand why if myself and others want to live our lives in connection to the universe, god, nature, and the earth that it’s a problem and we should keep quiet about the truths uncovered in doing so. Why are those that are questioning the narrative being censored? And truthful / factual information is being censored and labeled as crazy or not true. It’s because its challenging their programming.

I do not want to, nor will I ever, give up my freedom as a human on this earth. And I will continue to live in unity with the divine, and I will continue to spread my truth, and I will continue to show love and compassion and hold space for everyone that comes into my orbit. And I will continue to attract those who think similarly. And they are doing / living their lives with the same mindset. And in doing so, myself and others, will continue to strengthen our side of the tug of war battle and we will win. Light and love always win. And without those of us who are aligned with the path of freedom, truth, love, light, and conscious awareness, we would be falling right back into the karmic cycle of loss of power, control, manipulation, and fear. I refuse to succumb to those mindsets. I refuse to turn a blind eye to the evil doings and the tactics of this matrix that we’ve been enslaved to want us to stay unaware of. I refuse to be distracted and not pay attention to the events unfolding from a higher perspective. I will never again participate in the matrix created to keep us dull, lifeless, stressed, anxious, and distracted. And I refuseeeeeee to stay quiet and be fearful of spreading my knowledge and truth that I’ve obtained through doing deep investigation into the shadows of not only the collective, but most importantly myself. And the amount of people I know who are doing the same is unbelievable. There truly is no better time to be alive.

I understand the universe, I understand god, I understand light / love / compassion / unity. I don’t understand the people who preach that they know those things but don’t live in alignment with them. And I now understand that there is a lottttttt that I don’t understand.

At some point I will turn this blog into a tool for others on how to awaken and tips / tricks on how to ascend and live in the 5th dimension at all times. But that requires me to be there majority of the time. Until then, I am accepting that my mind is on fire and the flame is making its way into my throat and when I speak my truth there will be some people who unfortunately will get burned. I can not please everyone, but I can ask the questions that subconsciously we all want to know. It’s like we need to reset our minds / systems with the factory reset button to return back to source and remove all of the brainwashing and manipulation that has been programmed into us lol. But it’s not as easy as that, and that’s why those of us committed to the truth incarnated at this time.

Some of us have a burning passion for obtaining the answers, while others just don’t have the energy or the desire to get there right now. And that’s why those committed to strengthening their light will fight for those who are unaware and unable to do the work. I will never stop thinking this way and I will always attempt to spark the flame in as many minds as I possibly can. Cheers to those of you whose flame is lit and you’re committed to stoking it and lighting it in others. I see you, and just know that there are so many of us out there. <3