what a time to be alive
Would you wanna live
In a world that isn't right?
Would you just forgive
All the things we pushed aside?
Would you wanna be growin' tall
And the giants fall like raindrops from the sky?
Oh, what a time to be alive
Oh, what a time to be alive
“What a time to be alive” - Amy Allen
Friday the 13th. A day that we have all associated with doom, negativity, fear, and superstition. Well, I see it as just another wink from the universe to let go of everything that may have once sparked any of those feelings within you. The 11/11 portal from Wednesday helped us to tap into manifestation and goal setting for what we want to see in the world and in our own personal lives. Well this day is all about letting go of what you don’t want to see in the world and in our personal lives. Easy enough, yeah?!
Fear, judgment, hate, division, greed, and lack of awareness / understanding are all things that I do not want to harbor in myself. And I don’t want to feed it in others either. And I definitely don’t want the world I live in to be a cesspool for those emotions either. Especially with everything happening in the world as it relates to politics, the pandemic, and human connection as a whole.
Let’s start with fear. What are you afraid of … Getting sick? Your immune system failing you if you do get sick? Getting someone else sick? Your business closing and losing your main source of income? Getting laid off from your job? Getting in trouble? Being judged? Ok, if it’s any of these things that you’re afraid of, I understand. These are all scary possibilities. However, ask yourself if you are letting the fear of any of these things cloud your ability to critically think and to not be polarized when looking at the bigger picture.
The fear based mindset is what we are being programmed to live in so that we make decisions that actually lead us more into the timeline of the questions I just named becoming a reality. In relation to the current state of affairs in the world we’re living in, ask yourself these questions. And then sit with the anxiety, fear, and uncertainty being caused from the potential harms of the virus. Or sit with the anxiety, fear, and anger based off of who will be taking presidency in the upcoming weeks. And then think critically by removing the possibilities that are causing fear by looking at the probability of the likelihood of them happening, and what can you do to prevent them from happening. Like, given all the information presented up until this point … is it beneficial or harmful to lock down again? Is it beneficial or harmful to continue wearing masks everywhere you go? Is it beneficial or harmful to ask, enforce, or expect others to do these things just so we can “get this over with”? In my opinion, these things are causing more harm to humanity because it is leading us to blindly follow or support an agenda that does not have the best interest of people or society as a whole. Look into Event 201 or Agenda 21 to get more insight into what the global plan is for humanity moving forward. And then ask yourself what we can do to prevent that, or what are we doing to aid in that happening?
Or, ok, if we aren’t talking about the current external state of the world, then look at whatever is causing you to live in fear and observe how its effecting your life. Is the fear based mindset causing you to judge others? Or view people as less than you, or shame them? Is this mindset preventing you from doing the things that bring you joy? If it is, then sit with it, and find ways to exit that mindset so you can go back to living your truth. Fear, after all, is a psyop emotion used to paralyze the human mind and prevent growth, transformation, and understanding.
OK so what about judgment, hate, division and greed. Are any of these negative (not good or bad - just negative, meaning they hold a lower vibrational frequency) emotions preventing you from feeling joy or living in alignment with your highest self? Are you helping anyone by holding these views / emotions? Getting angry with someone and judging them because they aren’t following the same narrative that you’re following isn’t changing anything with how they’re living their life, it’s only preventing you from living your best. And with this it also creates even more of a divide and separation in humanity. You might think that if you’re following along with what the majority of people are doing that you’re on the “right” side. You may even believe that you’re making a positive impact and are being heroic. And that’s fine! Seriously. Believe that. But in doing so, acknowledge if you’re feeling any of these emotions that I named in regards to your mindset / actions, and if you are, then you are not living in highest alignment with yourself which is actually doing a disservice to humanity. This applies anyone and everyone no matter what you’re doing or how you’re thinking or how educated / aware you are.
Let it go. Let go of these emotions. Feel them when they rise and see them and then ask yourself why you’re feeling that way. And what can you do to process that feeling and alchemize it into something positive and beneficial for yourself and others. And if you aren’t feeling these emotions, either within yourself or being directed at you, and you’re just doing something because it’s easier to go with the flow and comply, then I encourage you to ask yourself if there is any negative outcome that can come from that, either in the short term or the long term.
We’re living in a timeframe and playing out a reality in which the dark forces are being brought to light and deconstructed. So we are going to begin seeing more anger, more violence, more greed, more scarcity mindset, more fear, more judgment, more division, more hate, etc. Because we can’t get rid of these emotions / feelings / mindsets if we keep pushing them under the rug and don’t deal with them.
Would you want to live in a world that is filled with negativity but pretend it doesn’t exist, or brush it off when it comes at you? Or would you want to live in a world that sees the negativity and combats it with recognition, understanding, love, and improvement? We cannot eliminate the negative forces if we do not strengthen the positive. We can’t move out of these lower levels of consciousness if we don’t see where they come up in ourselves and overpower them / alchemize them into a higher level of consciousness.
I encourage you to use this Friday the 13th, double Scorpio (zodiac sign of depth, transformation, shadows, and your inner world / how it effects the outer world) energy to go within and see where you may harbor these emotions within yourself. How do these emotions come up for you? When do they come up for you? What causes them to spike? Who causes them to spike? And then ask yourself what you can do to decrease the amount of times these emotions show up in your life. And look at your external environment and see where you can recognize these frequencies being emitted. Within your inner circle? The news? Social media? When you’re running errands?
How can you show up and be a light in the darkness? How can you make a positive impact on the world? We all have the ability to use the negative energy showing up right now as an opportunity to strengthen our positive energy. What a freaking time to be aliveeeeee :)